2years


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Now its have been 2 year sayang. Nothing gonna change it. I've tried to move on but,,its all wasted. Maybe you think i'm happy but He knows what i'm really really feel. Its all lied when i'm telling the world that my feeling toward you is zero. Every day I start the day with a smile. I got up in the hope to forget you. Constantly remind myself that to forget you. Until my heart is saturated with the word 'forget you'. No matter how hard I try to forget you, sometimes its will come out in my mind. You know that i'm is your stalker? I know all about you. I am so angry. I am so jealousy. I am so sad. And I knew I shouldn't. All the memory of you I will keep it tight in my mind. I know you have been completely forget me. Maybe better for you. I do not blame you. You deserve better. You know what? Every time I want change my heart, I cannot. I will do the things as a joke. To me, you just exactly know who i am. I don't want ruined everything. As long as the times available, I will try to move on. You do not worry, I will be okay...

10 august 2010.

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