risau~

dear diary..
soory sangat da lame ta update blog.n for bong gak,sory k.em mlm ney mmg da xley tahan daa.xtau na luah kat sape.tengs coz dear diary ade.i try na luah kat mr.s butt die cam bz jep.ntalaa.time2 cmney lak teringat kat DIE.lau dulu,stiap kali ak ad probs,die always ad tok ak luah sumenye.'i will b there by ur side.n b ur crying shoulder'.then why skrg xde pon??he just such a liar!eh,btol ta bi ak?btol kn?kn?hee.em k larr.na cite nihh.last evening,my father had a dizzling n gelap mate.nta mcm mane,my abg ipar trus hantar ayah g hspital.n mlm tuh ayah terpakse tahan wad.lame jugak larr prosedure yg ayah kne wat.check darah,xray,n tkanan darah.but sume result tuh lom tau lg.sad sanat ble tngok ayah.muke aya pucat sangat.ayah ta bley bukak mate.t aya na muntah.makan pun ayah xnak.ayah just baring n rehat.i thought that ayah akn sembuh after get a long rest,but totally wrong.ayah still same.risau sangat.abg ak kate,mate ayah da lari sikit.but i not realise it larr.doctor said that my dad must go for a eye n ear thrapy at hospital muar.tapi 3/2 nanti.emm is my dad must stay at hospital during that time?then,how my family life?is it will b okay?actly kteorg risau ayah ad pnyakit laen yg smmgnye kite xtau.if kne mngene ngan mate,myb ayah ley kene sakit jatung.OMG!please save my father.why sume ney ley jadi kt our family?i'm not t0o strong to face all this things.n myb jugak ak kne ikot my sis blek sremban.coz nanti hari ahad xde sape na hantar ak.huu.why must cuti ak jadi cmneyy??n t sape na jage my mom kat rumaa..ak xbley laa na tinggalkn mom.takutt sangat.please~ what should i do??

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